Days of solitude #1

It has started yesterday. After a long time and probably for the first time I am living alone. Mom, dad, amrita, madhu--- everybody is gone.

Probably it has to do with my bringing up in a village. I am afraid of loneliness and dark. But I know for sure there is tremendous energy in loneliness. But everytime I close my eyes in an empty room I am afraid of what i will see after opening my eyes. But I have to get to that superb energy that comes from loneliness. I will do it.

I read an article in rediff about a author called Murakami. When checked in Blossom I could find out Sputnik sweetheart but not Norwegian wood. in SS first chapter talks of loneliness as described by an american author. Its nice reading. I want to get that book if it comes in roadside within Rs 100.

Harry Potter got me. Finished Part2 today morning only.

I have done 1000 kapalbhati today. Wish I could continue this good thing.